Three weeks ago, I left New York on a very large plane. After a very long plane ride, I started my new life. I’m in Hawaii living and working for a year. I’m learning a lot, and also discovering new or forgotten things every day.
Hawaii is different from New York. My life here is different from New York. I’m not a student anymore. The rules for real life are different than the rules that apply when you’re still technically a kid in that you’re not supporting yourself because you’re in graduate school beyond full-time.
I have myself, my voice, and that’s it. And I can’t help but think that things would have been easier all along if I’d just known to ignore all of the other voices.